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Never Try Never Fail
02:10
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I know I'm pushing you away
I know I have nothing nice to say
I'm a fucking failure and a fucking slob
I hate myself and my dead end job
and everyone else should just fucking hate me too
never try never failx2
never try then I'll never fail again
I know I used to be a smart kid
now all I do is hang around and not give a shit
I'm a fucking loser and a fucking joke
I'm always sad and i'm always broke
and everyone else should just fucking hate me too
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2. |
Not Even Once
02:38
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couldn't cry myself to sleep so I thought of something else
but I couldn't get my life together at 3am in a former crack house
by this time tomorrow I'll still be let down
how could anybody else love me if I don't even love myself
even if I eat breakfast which I haven't done in months
even if I hear good news like somebody shot donald trump
by this time tomorrow I'll still be let down
how could anybody else love me if I don't even love myself
I fucking hate how everything I do is a disaster
and I hate having to cancel gigs cause my boss is a fucking bastard
room's always a mess and I'm always to tired to clean it
I sometimes wanna kill myself but I don't think I really mean it
and by this time tomorrow I'll still fucking hate myself x4
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Too Loud To Think
02:21
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drop by the atm
can't believe I'm gonna do this shit again
but this show might be
the only time I leave my house this week
I hate going out not even talking to my friends
leave after the second band go home and go to bed
I hate my anxieties and how much I hate myself
but if i'm gonna go out I wanna have fun and if I wanna have fun I can't just be myself
Everybody says to me Pat you should go get some help
but everything I say's a joke and I don't care
every day my parents say that they are so proud of me
the problem is that I'm not it's just not fair
the only thing that makes me happy
the only thing that makes me hate myself
the reason that I have to drink at shows
is cause i'm nervous all the time
Everybody says to me Pat why are you always sad
well fuck you man get off my back I still don't care
wanna waste my mind away some place where it's too loud to think
is it too much to ask to just be happy all time?
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Basement Dweller Montreal, Québec
I used to be in a decent punk band but we broke up so I just decided to be emo BA Johnston
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